Wednesday, September 12, 2007

The opposite of Happy

H-A-P-P-Y
I can spell it
I can read it
But I can't feel it
Lost for a long time
Worst as the days goes past
Nothing seems to interest me
Nothing seems to facinate me
Money can't buy it
Prayer won't give it back to you
Is there a lost and found somewhere?
Or maybe a treasure map somewhere?
I'll say... Anyone who goes to the gym everyday is nuts in the head
Of course if it's for the right reason then that's a different story
I'll say... Anyone who is afraid of stepping out to a 3 storey high balcony is silly
Of course if it's just to see the view then that's a different story
Where art thou my happiness
The one thing people search for, work for, fight for but can't grasp it?

Saturday, June 30, 2007

It's the season!

Tax time again, and this time im hoping for some sort of return at least! It bothers me that i pay heaps on health fund + health insurance but never use it... so this time around, with my back shoulder pain, i thought i'll give it all i've got... health insurance claim + government health fund claim.. yipee!!

No seriously.. i do have a nagging back shoulder pain that has been going on for the past 3 weeks! remember the back brace? yea, that didn't help.

After much nagging from mates, finally went to see a chiro for the first time. Aside from me saying "please dont kill me" each time he tries to "crack" (according to him it's aligning my spinal cord, yea.. whatever) my joints, the outcome was somewhat pleasing. I realised i could stablise myself on a ball really well pretty much immediately after the first session!

so, i'm going back again, convinced that i can be better and stronger with all that cracking.... oh and eventually fix my back shoulder.... i think....

did i also mention i went for a spinal xray and they actually give you a "love heart shape" metal-like piece to protect damaging any potential "babies" you might have in you? it's funny... what's even funnier was the protector piece was bright RED. Yes, i get amuse with little things...

Sunday, June 17, 2007

The next Heroes - ME!

Now.. i just have to come up with a super-power... hmm...

Braces

There are braces for teeth.. and then there's braces for the back...
I've been having issues with my back shoulder for the whole week! Not knowing what the cause is, been just taking ibuprofen (maybe it's inflamation) and to stop the pain.. finally dragged myself to see the doctors.. and so here i am today, with a mini small brace attached to my back to support my back. Well, at least now i can sit for a longer period of time without pain.. although i do look a bit funny with a bump at the back...
oh well...

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Best ribs in town!


I was told that this is "the" place to have ribs... so here I was, having a feast at Manly. And mark my words, it's really good! Just a tad too much for my tummy.... Welcome to Ribs and Rumps!

Blue Mountains - Wentworth Falls


Latest adventure hike was the Wentworth Falls hike (Hmmm.... wonder if this is where Wentworth Miller super hunk got his name from :)).

The hike was 3.5 hours. Breath taking views along the way, but I must admit, the swamp and mud that we had to walk through was just disgusting and ugly. My pretty white shoes were covered in mud and my track pants was covered with dry mud by the end of the walk.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Moving is hard work

I've moved around so much during my first 7 years here that I'm a pro at looking for rental places. I keep upgrading myself and never stay in one place for more than a year. There was this one time that I stayed for 6 months and moved out, purely because I wanted a change, but ended up not the next suburb away, but just accross the road... Sad, sad so very sad.

So this time around, I'm moving again. Away from the city, to a place close to the beach, close to old houses and historical area that reminds me of Greenwich in NY. It's not as nice as the big apple, but hey, beggers can't be choosers hey?!

Randwick - beautiful area, close to Coogee beach and the famous Bondi. This Eastern side is just gorgeous and buzzing with tourist! I guess I can blend in a bit and start taking the bus. Living in a shoe box may not be fun, but it comes with Foxtel, it can't be that bad right?!

Bread anyone?




Glebe market. This bread is so yummy I just couldn't resist eating it all in one go! According to the lady this used to be a royal Hungarian bread but now it's pretty much a norm. How do they make it?






Like this. It comes in different flavours too! Chocolate, Coconut, Vanilla and Cinnamon. It is delicious when it's fresh our of the oven! *Sssllluurrrpppp*

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Up up and away!



I had a blast! It's amazing as i did not know where i was going. All i was told is i'll get picked up at 4am and to bring warm clothes and camera. When i arrived there, a lady told me she was nervous, and i responded with "me too" - but for a different reason, because i really had no clue what was ahead of me.
As soon as i signed the concent paper and was brought to the truck, i saw the big basket and went... NO WAY!!!
It was probably the best experience so far. Something that i've wanted to do but just could not do it for fear of height - free drop with no safety net whatsoever.
Well, since I've done it now, i guess my next quest is sky diving!
ps: bungee jumping was scary but at least you know you have a safety net string attached to you and someone to catch you...

Monday, April 30, 2007

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Home and Away.....

The last journey I took was up north towards Palm beach where they film the aussie soapie "Home and away". Here are some pics...


Monday, April 16, 2007

Smelling the fumes....

So here I am, sitting outside Starbucks drinking hot chocolate just so I can use some dudes wifi. Starbucks doesn't have it. And the so-called Telstra CBD wireless requires you to login as a Telstra customer, if not, pay up! So yea, here I am, smelling all the bus fumes (it's just outside the major bus stop)and getting my face covered with black smoke (grrreeeaat).

I'm desparate you say? Yea, imagine this, my virus definition file has expired, and i really really want to keep it up to date (anal? yes). So, having checked the list of available hotspots around the CBD, i took my laptop with me and ran around searching for one that i could connect to without having to *&^%^* sign in.


So here I am, and my virus scan happily downloaded all the updates it required to function, and seriously.. since i'm using some unsecured wifi, my laptop is probably being infected as we speak.

Sigh... that's me and my obsessive compulsive impulse (not behaviour). I just want my antivirus to be up to date damn it!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Harbour Bridge - the climb!

I did it! The bridge climb cost me a fortune, but it's definately worth it. It's one of those things that you'll do it once and that's it.

The walk started with 10 of us sitting in the waiting room. After a brief chat with the couple that sat next to me - Mr. and Mrs. Algeria (They are from Algeria, I can't remember their names), we were called into a room where we had to sign a declaration that we die at our own risk (not in those words) and did our alcohol breath test. All clear! We were then moved into another room where we all stood in a circle and handed our bridge climb jump suits. While we were waiting, we each had to say where we're from and why we are doing this climb.

Moving along, the next station is where we change into our suits (we were not allow to wear any long pants under the suit, only shorts if you have them on, or down to your underwear, and they assured us the suit is clean and freshly pressed). Next, moving along, we locked our things in a locker and walked through a metal detector (yours truly for some reason did not pass the beep test and had to do a second one, no i did not have anything harmful on me, must have been my ring). All accessories except rings must be taken off.

Here is the interesting bit, each of us were moved into this section that looks like a horse stable, we each were given a workman lookalike belt. The belt had so many hooks that it's confusing! we each were than hooked on a rain coat, fleece jacket, sunny clip, hat clip, a tractor ball to hook on the safety line as we walk on the bridge and a hanky, just in case the view was so beautiful that we start crying. After that, i swear i weight a few tons heavier!

We were then given a trial run of climbing up the stairs, the cat walk and how to put on and take off the tractor ball from the safety line. Lastly, we were fitted with a radio headset so we could hear our leader, with a pat on the back, off we go!

The view was magnificant! It was cold and windy, but my goodness I was so thrown away with the view! The climb itself was challenging when we had to climb up 4 sets of a 80 deg stairs. I hit my knee on it so many times that i went numb at one stage. It was probably the most challenging part of the whole walk. After that, Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it was a breeze.

I'll have to take a shot of the group photo that i was given and post it here. At the end of the walk, we all gave each other a hug, a clap and a quick YIPeee - we did it! The group I had was fun. A mix of old and young people from all over the world. Mr. and Mrs Algeria were here with the FINA team, they were in the panel for drug testing. Both lawyers and speak only French and little English, it was fun trying to communicate with them. They were lovely people, telling me about their trips around the world as laywers living in Algeria and Paris. What a life! And the family from Bristol?! What a laugh! Their kid kept asking whether we were going to fall off the railings. We had to yell at him "stop saying that!" and he just would not stop!

So did I have fun? HEAPS! If you're thinking of doing it, please do. It's a pinch to your pocket if you're as poor as me, but definately worth it.

xoxo,
L.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007


Hyde Park - this is where i have my lunch on sunny days


Darling Harbour HooPla celebration; Went up 200 steps to the top of the Pylon

Coogee to Bondi Walk

Easter was great – had a couple of friends came over to Sydney, but unfortunately it rained and rained and rained. Back in Melbourne, the weather was beautiful! Made me wonder - I should have gone back to Melbourne instead and saved a whole lot of money for them and have a great weekend of sunshine!

Oh well, it was the company that counts. It’s funny how you feel so much more relax and alive when you’re around people that you know from back home. It kind of makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside – and the fact that Easter is all about celebration – you would want to celebrate with people that you know and not strangers.

The next day, as soon as the Melbournians went back (and brought the rain back with them), it was sunny and hot! So I went on a walking trail from Coogee to Bondi.

Estimated time was 2 hours walk, but it took me under an hour – and I wasn’t even running! I stopped to take photos too. Oh well, they must have measured the walking time for oldies (no offence!). The funny part of the trail was walking past the cemetery (Waverley Cemetery: see picture above), it wasn’t scary, but just amazed that they actually allowed a trail for people to walk through the cemetery. Isn’t that disrespectful though? I was literally less than 10cm away from the tomb stone. I had to be a busybody, I read a couple of the head stone, most of them are family members side by side, and a lot of them were born in the 1800!!

I took a bus to Coogee and started walking from there. The walk was great. It was hot and by the time I reached Gordons Bay, I was sweating. As I walked along the coast, there were heaps of people running along the trail, with or without their dogs. At each beach, the view gets more magnificent than the previous, and finally when I arrived at Bondi, it was… WOW!

I’m definitely going back there, and this time, I’ll head straight to Bondi for a swim and some sunbaking. Even if it’s cold, the sea rock pool (see pictures in previous post) is always warm! Even better is, if I could create a scene so I could be on “Bondi Rescue” on channel 10. HAH!

Wish you were here; we would have had so much fun!

Beaches


Bondi Beach - Sea water swimming pool; Rock pool - warm sea water!


Bronte Beach

Coogee Beach Gordons Bay

Marine Time Museum



Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Lights out please


Global warming is the hot topic on everyone’s lips, but seriously, if it’s all part of God’s plan, and all part of how the earth will end, we can’t stop it. Ok, for all the green peace troopers out there, don’t stone me. I do support green peace too; I don’t litter (I do yell at this person who often throws his chewed gum out of his car window *smack*, I’m going to dob him in to the EPA one day), I’m a huge recycle fan, and I choose appliances with 6 star ratings.

That aside, over the weekend, I took part in the 60 minute
Earth Hour at the quay. It was amazing seeing the bridge and the city go dark with no lights. It was even more interesting to see everyone out at the quay waiting for the lights to come back on after an hour - clapping shouting “Yay!” I wasn’t sure if they were happy to see the lights back on or they were just relief that their beautiful bridge and opera house is again, the standout architecture in the dark. I took some shots of course! Will post it up when I get the chance.

How did I contribute to that day? Well, I left the air-con on at exactly 22 deg so that when I get home, the apartment is nice and cool. Oh, I also left my clothes in the dryer to dry. I’m a hypocrite.

Lights out..... Lights on.....

Excuse me, where is George St?

It’s week 2 in Sydney, and I have yet to upload any photos due to 1. I forgot to pack my camera cable and 2. I have yet to set up my Internet connection at the apartment.

I’m amazed at how much fun I’m having; considering the fact that I’m here to work and not to enjoy too much. It’s been a while since I was last dump in a foreign land, but then again, Sydney isn’t exactly a different country, it’s just…. Different.

I’m still trying to get used to the street names and the layout of the city. When I’m not heading to work or at work, I switch on my Tourist mode. With my handy map and camera, I take shots of things that I find intriguing – and I’m almost always in my tourist mode as soon as I step out of the building. Lunch breaks are the best to roam around the parks. The parks are GREEN - big difference as compared to the dying yellow hay-grass back there.

I lost count of the amount of time I stand in the middle of the cross roads looking up and down trying to figure out which way did I come from. I don’t keep track of where I’ve walked to, I just walk – into every single alley way and into any shops that I feel like visiting. And when I’m lost, I just have to go “excuse me, which way to George St?” Then, I’m home.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Excuse me... which way to The Rocks?

Ever felt like a tourist all over again after spending 8 years in the same country? I never thought I would feel like that, after all, it's just another state in the same country.

But i did today.

Wearing my comfy walking shoes, packed my water bottle, camera strapped to my belt and off i go! First stop, The Rocks. I remembered loving this little place back some years ago (ok, way too long to remember) and the cobble stone roads. Standing at the red light intersection, i took out my handy city map. Right, i have to just walk along here... and turn right there... and continue walking. Got it!

As much as i try not to look like a tourist and try to blend in, i did a horrible job at it. I stopped to take photos at everything that facinated me and went into every little alley way and cafes.

The coffee taste different, the view is magnificent by the bay and food is just wayyyy too expensive. It rained today. Yes we need the rain, but i couldnt help wishing that the day would be less gloomy, considering the fact that i slept on the sofa bed (since the bedroom smells funny) and my body is aching. BUT, it did not damper my spirits (except my wet and flat hair drenched by the rain).

I still managed to:

  • Have brunch at the lovely courtyard cafe
  • Walked the Harbour bridge from one end to the other
  • Booked myself in for the bridge climb next week
  • Went up the Pylon Lookout
  • Shopped at the Rocks weekend market (bought nothing though)
  • Visited a few galleries - my favourite was Charles Billich's gallery. Too bad i can't afford any of his paintings

If only i remembered to bring my camera cable, i would have uploaded some photos of today... Hopefully i'll get my cable soon. I'll post some of my master pieces when i do.

Stay tune!

L's foot note: Managed to swap to another apartment tomorrow. hopefully it's a better one. *fingers and toes cross!*

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Welcome to Sydney

I've finally arrived! New environment, new apartment, new friends??

It all started with me falling flat on my arse at the baggage check-in counter. Then the flight was delayed. By the time I arrived in Sydney, it was hot, humid and absolutely pouring. Great welcome gift! But my spirits was still high. This is just day one.

... that was until I inspected my new apartment that I'm going to stay in for the next few weeks... the bedroom smelt of dead rat covered over by Glade fragrance.

I'm camping on the sofa bed in the living room tonight. Hopefully I get to change to another apartment tomorrow. Let's hope the manager will accept my charming smile and upgrade me to another apartment!

Say CHEEZZEEEE!

ps: I hope this "david" dude whos wireless internet i'm using because it's not a secured would not find out that im stealing his internet. It's not my fault that he did not secure it right?!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Party party!



My last weekend here started off with seeing these guys at the local social club. The band room was small and hot. Paul and I found a spot to stand - leaning against the railing in front of the bar. It was actually a pretty good spot considering the fact that no one will stand directly in front of you as traffic have to flow past, and its close to the door for quick exit after the gig. The only annoying thing was... people tend to walk towards you and try to squeeze in between you and the person next to you in order to head to the bar - it ain't happening, the railing blocks their path. By the end of the gig, I lost count of the amount of time we had to say "walk around there, you can't go past here - ". That aside, I do remember the band was pretty good considering the fact that i only know a handful of their songs. They actually sound better live than on the radio!


Saturday was pretty full on with dinner and dance at Copacabana International. It was a night to celebrate Cath's birthday. Boy was i amazed to see 5 hens night happening all at the same place! It was a female infested place, pretty good night for the guys *wink*. The food wasn't great unfortunately, but the company was good. That's all that matters. To top it off I had hot chocolate to put me to bed :)
Sunday, jewellery party! 5th Avenue jewellery set up a little booth at a friend's house. I've been to one of these jewellery party but this was a little higher class that the rest that I've been to. Bought myself a necklace. What can i say, i love accessories.
Next weekend it'll be all new to me...

Monday, March 19, 2007

All in a nights' dream

Can't sleep
Counting sheep's
I hear the siren blaring outside
And the fan in my room humming

Heart bleeds
Wound heals
Scars remained
The same scene played over and over again in my head

Good will, karma
Justice, punishment
Love, hate
Am i playing word game here?

Stomach growling
When was the last time I ate?
Head spinning
Can't breathe

Slowly... slowly...
drifted away
sleep my child
sleep

Monday, March 12, 2007

Moomba Festival

I've not been to a Moomba festival for the last 6 years. In fact, I don't remember what it was all about. Somehow the feeling of "maybe I won't be coming back here" gave me the extra urge to go down to the river banks and experience it all over again.
... it made me realised why I did not go back after all these years... some festivals are left to experience it once (and once only).

Down the runway


It must be my lucky day. Sunny, 33 deg, long weekend. Perfect day for the beach to kiss 2007 summer good-bye, but instead, i went to one of L'Oreal fashion show. No regrets there!

The runway was in a make-shift tent outside the museum. As I walked towards the tents, i noticed there were a lot of young girls in perfect size 00. Where are the J.Lo curves?! Come on.... that's just not fair.

Secretly looking at my reflection at the museum sliding doors, thank goodness i dressed up for the occasion, and that i don't have a flat arse. The only thing killing me was my high heels, damn these heels.

Stella McCartney's collection - it's back to the 60s style, with Audrey Hepburn hairstyle, leggings and big over coat. The models were so skinny that I was afraid if they fall over, they might break into pieces. The male models were way too short, but have great abs. There were 2 particular models that made me laugh... one walks like a rooster with bobbing hairdo, and the other clearly had difficulty walking in heels - swinging her arms like a helicopter's propeller.

Critics aside, the songs were great, the crowd was great and the party bag? Oh did i forget to mention that? Each seat had a paper bag full of goodies - a bar of chocolate, Girlfriend magazine, hair dye, paper fan and *drum roll* Kylie Minogue panties (size 12 by the way) complete with panty liners!
I love the look on the guys face... priceless...